Still feeling lonely

Just back from a birthday party,a primary schoolmate's birthday.Suppose to celebrate her birthday and to held a reunion of primary schoolmates at the same time,but end up,many are unable to come.Very dissapointed.Just a small reunion we also can't make it succeed,how to make a big one?That's nearly impossible, and I won't take the role as organizer anymore in the future.

I have a friend,we planned to meet this weekend, last seen her was during chinese new year.But then today I called her to confirm venue and time, she didn't answer my call nor even call me back. She supposed can see the missed call displayed on her cellphone..but..Sigh...very dissapointed.Why am I always the one who find her?

The party just now was fun.But why do I still feel lonely at this moment?